liamstewartss:

_{how did you love him? was it instantly or was it a steady flame in your chest? Did it grow each day into a stolen glance? a stolen touch? did it feel like the whole of you was being set on fire? or did it feel like you were melting? what was it about the boy’s eyes that enamored you so fervently? was it the small plea in his gaze that made you realize the world wasn’t so black and white? that just because there was darkness around the boy didn’t mean he was made from it? how did you love him? the way you might love something beautiful even when knowing it would disintegrate in your hands.}